My final post.

Without some kind of miracle, this is likely my last post.  I am at Maine Medical center.  My oxygen at 83, on 6 liters; my blood pressure is declining despite a central line full of the meds designed to raise bp. Last I knew, it was 156/34. They are surprised I am as alert as I  am. 

Physically I am worn out.  I am very stiff all over; everything aches.  I have mild headache, and I am never comfortable with the IV,  A -line, cental- line, and ear cuff to measure my oxygen.

I wanted to get on here and say thank you to all those who have touched my life.  You’ve all made me who I am today.  I also want to show my appreciation for those who shown support for Ashleigh and Taylor.  They have both had a lot of great people over the years who have helped shape them to grow into the strong independent people.

They say it takes a village and I have always had a good one.